I hate my life [22 Oct 2005|03:31pm] [ mood | enraged ] [ music | Nobuo Uematsu- Battle in the Forgotten City ] I hate everything. Vancouver is NOT fun. Everything here is a disappointment. Even East Hasting! I went down there at around midnight the other night. And I did NOT get stabbed. WTF?! EAST HASTINGS! Come on. Seriously, Vancouver. Let's work on that. But despite what certain fuckers may think (corey) I'm not going back to saskatoon. I miss everyone. Alot. And it's only made harder that certain other fuckers (braden) won't talk to me. But hey. C'est la vie. I may not stay in Vancouver either, however. I'm thinkin my next stop could be Japan. We'll see. I need money first. Which means I need a new fucking job. Stupid work. I have an idea. Does anyone have access ninjas? Cause if you could send ninjas to kill me that would be great. 4 comments|post comment

Bring me Joseph! [25 Sep 2005|11:53am] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | Golddigger - Kanye ] shit! Had a weird dream. So, I was in a race... dno why... 3 laps, I think. Oh, and idno who all I was racing, but I know I was racing Yuffie. I had to run around this weird course, but it got harder everytime. I finally ended up in front, but then I got to a part that had gotten so screwed up I couldnt figure out where to go. So, I quit the race. I ended up in a sewer, I think. And there were bats on one side of me, an what I thought was a dog on the other side. Then I realised it was a cat, maybe a baby tiger. Then, some people came down... I don't know why. They told me I had to leave. The tiger had left, and I told them that I wanted it. Thats right... they came down with me, I came back to ge tth e tiger cause I wanted it. So I asked one girl to go over and look at the tiger. she went over, but she said there wasnt a tiger there. Just a dead girl. And she took a picture. We got to the surface and cops were there and everything, and then the girl got taken away. For some reason I had a connection to the family, who was now pissed off at me. The girl was out of sight for a while, adn when I did see her she was tied to a chair with some guy... by like piano wire or something. I got to see the pictures that the girl had apparently taken of the bodies in the sewer... The one girls neck was broken, pretty bad. And she was just sitting there. And her stomach was rotting, or getting eaten by bugs or something. There was also a family in the sewer, they were dead. And I think some of them were tied up with that same piano wire. So then I left, and went into some room. Brian Blackwell was in this room, and so were two other guys. But there were sheets everywhere (like an old haunted house, where everything is covered in sheets) that looked like they had people under them. Sure enough they did, and they were almost all clones of the two people in the room. Except for two or three. So they wanted to kill us or something, and me and Brian kicked all their asses. Violently. There was furniture being broken over people, and heads being smashed. It was really cool. I remember being on top of the last guy... or else the second last, and the other was watching. And then I remember Brian came over... I said something and then did something, but I dont remember what..... post comment

[24 Sep 2005|11:15pm] Oooh, Andy read my post. I feel special... Maybe I'll update this thing more..? Who can say....... Not I. And if now I, then no one. Enjoy 2 comments|post comment

whoa [24 Sep 2005|10:17pm] heh, wow. I just came and read all this crap. I suck! I dont even know why I'm editing this, no one knows this page exists.. hah! 1 comment|post comment

fuck this [08 Jun 2004|02:16pm] no one reads this anyway, and i hate living as a buncha of 0's and 1's in a computer. If you wanna talk to my use your fucking mouth! god damnit. I hate the internet. 1 comment|post comment

Still waiting... [24 May 2004|12:40pm] Still waiting for Nicole to die. It isn't happening fast enough... EVERYONE! ASK NICOLE WHY I HATE HER! Ask her for details. She doesn't want me to tell people. So ask her, and don't give up until she tells you! You can ask me if she told you everything. That's right Nicole. You can't hold out. I'll tell them if you told them everything. I hope Nicole reads this someday. Anyway, last night was cool. I went to "Silent Voices" at the Broadway Theater. Good movie... I like the Broadway Theater now. I'm gonna go buy a membership sometime... I went to said movie with Kristen, by the way. Then we walked down to the pits, and saw stupidly annoying drunk people (Like Nicole) and ya... Walked around... Nothing too exciting, I continue to hate this city. That is all I have to say for now... Remember, don't support Nicole! She IS the devil. post comment

Venomous Lips [16 May 2004|06:43pm] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | Nothing damnit. Why, God? ] I got my lip pierced on the other side, and took out my vertical labret. Thusly I now have lip venoms! And it is cool. I REALLY want a tattoo! Fuck you, by the way. HA! Ok. Video games are fun. They were basically my day today. But now I kinda want to do something... Other than vids... Hm... I'm sure I'll find something. Thats a lie! A FILTHY LIE! Oh well. Thats ok. I'm allowed to lie. post comment

Hello my underlings [13 May 2004|10:52pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | Relax - Frankie Goes To Hollywood ] Hey everyone... I wanna start of by getting off my chest that I HATE Nicole Marie Curtis, with every ounce of my being. ANYWAY. Since we last spoke I got a half mohawk! It's cool. Wish it was a mohawk, but Nicole ruined that. Damn her. Anyway! Bree is so great! Kristen is also cool. Brenna is amazing! And I am happy tonite. Oh boy. I'm gonna go READ tonite. It will rule. I love that book... Hard Cash, read it! Kate Cann! It's Nicole's, but I don't think I'll be givin it back. She can just burn. Ya... SO show at the bassment, should be good. Leah is really hot, cool kid that Leah. Outta my league, I've led myself to believe. If I get the chance to see her tomorrow, I'll find out for sure. Anyway. Time for me to go, cause O have nothing to say to you, byee. post comment

Mmm. Happy. [09 May 2004|10:16pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | One Problem Settled... - Nobuo Uematsu (FF9) ] Ah! I am so happy... Yay! Happy is good. Can't really explain why, to YOU (loser) but I am happy, for a good reason, and it's really nice!!!! Ah it's so good... And that's all I wanna say right now! Bye! post comment

I could gain the world and make money, but it's nothing without you [06 May 2004|10:33pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Hey Jude - The Beatles ] Hmmm. So this whole no Nicole thing is harder than it seemed... It's a little difficult to get over someone you've been madly in love with for 2 years... not cool. I wish Nicole could read this and everything would be ok... But I never want her to read it. At least she can believe I'm fine... I know she's completely neutral. Which is why I HATE everything. Anyway... on a happier note, wall flips were easy tonite. And I WASNT on caffeine pills. Yay... argh, but it doesnt matter. Nicole was always like "I want a breakdancer boy!"... Why ELSE would I do it?! I really really need to find someone new... Nicole saved me from this exact situation last time... But now there is no Nicole... nothing. Well. I guess I'll just... go... drink bleach... or something. Ya. Bye... post comment

She said goodbye too many times before [04 May 2004|06:13pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | None right now. But This Love - Maroon 5 is in my head. ] Well I made a decision, and followed through with it. Nicole is no longer part of my life, and I doubt Kaeley is either. I realized how my life is, and how much they don't have a place in it. I'm pretty happy now. Hopefully they will be ok with it. It will be a tough one... But we can all get through this, can't we. Yes.The answer is yes. Because that is just how things work. Good bye Nicole. 1 comment|post comment

So fast [04 May 2004|04:31pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | The Ex - Billy Talent ] Haha. A new post seconds later. Because the song after "Lies" on the Billy Talent CD is the ex. So appropriate really. Stupid girl. I just want to express that she was horrible to me. And that I do NOT like her! She needs to stop now. post comment

The evils of you [04 May 2004|04:28pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Lies - Billy Talent ] So I don't like her. She thinks she's so tough... she can do everything she wants, and have everything she wants. I don't like her. Talk to me, maybe. I don't like her. If she had the ability to be more than the title of a friend, she might not be so bad. But she doesnt. Why does she try. Same with her friend. I want them out of my life. post comment

I hate [03 May 2004|10:28pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Nothing! Though I will listen to something now. ] I hate everything right now... Because everything sucks! In a nice way. Everything and everyone is so preppy. Where is the hotness. WHERE?! Not in the prep. I am TIRED of preppyness EVERYWHERE! WHY must it be so?! This rant is important to me. post comment

And the winner is... [03 May 2004|06:19pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Nothing, the sound of silence, and ambient family.ihatethem ] Not me! That's right everyone. I lost. I am NOT the senior Ring. Because a prep was running, and naturally had to win. And thus my hatred grows, and breeds new hate. But I'm still cool. Less work for me, AND I get to be the mascot! So all is well in nickland. My hair is beautiful.... Nicole got her venoms done today. I must be really boring, cause Nicole is really boring with me. Seeing as she leeches off others personalities and acts just like them, that must make ME boring! Meh. I apparently don't care all that much. What am I doing tonight, you may ask. The answer is I dont know. And that thought concerns me. Hopefully it it will involve me making money, though it assuredly will not. I need something to do though. So is the life of Nick. Nothing to do! Well then. I guess I need to go make something of myself now. Bye! post comment

So about that [02 May 2004|09:57pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | High - Jimmies Chicken Shack ] Today continued, and thus I write. Went over to that girls house, and had a chat. As usual we accomplished nothing. But luckily I don't care anymore. She then cut and dyed my hair, and its superb! Yes. SO! Speeches tomorrow. Exciting stuff... I really hope I win... Well, whatever happens happens! Have a good night everyone. post comment

Funny how that works [02 May 2004|11:43am] Ha! Haha!! WoW! How funny. So, I've been trying to meet Larissa for like... 4 months. And then I decided NOT to go to this party (who does THAT?) And guess who ends up going. FUCK! Oh well. Thats the way it goes, is'nt it. Is that how you spell that word? is'nt? isn't? Oh well. So then, thats all I came to say for now. I wanna dye my hair black, and straighten it. And so I shall. post comment

LETS GO! [01 May 2004|10:14pm] I'd like to start by stating that was not just a simple "Let's go", it was the screaming alexisonfire LETSGO!. ok. So, anyway, I have a live journal now. I find it to be more... journal-ey that enternexus. which is still swell. OK! I'm done for the next few... time measurment units... post comment

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